Sometimes...

---Niva


Have you ever had that weird feeling that you were being watched? And then you get all paranoid and start looking around and people think your crazy? Yeah....I did that just now...I don't know if I was right about the whole there-are-sooo-eyes-on-me-right-now freak out feeling but I hope so. My boyfriend is on a "business trip" right now...I don't think that's all he's doing...but I have trust in him. I think I'm paranoid 'cause he's not here. Ya'think? *shrugs* Hey, have you ever felt like you were doing something really bad but you weren't? Like you suddenly felt extremely guilty for something you didn't do??? ...No...? ....Well maybe that's just me, but I do that alot and it's weird. Like I'm feeling someone else's guilt. It's weird. My chest get's all heavy, and I feel the sudden urge to cry and apologize to everybody for everything...weird huh? Yeah. I don't get it either. This post is completely random. I'm waiting. Trying to get away from my twin sister, Nira. Our names are really close, huh? It's weird isn't it? I say it's weird alot don't I? Sorry. See! I'm having that feeling right now. I'm listening to "Planet Hell" by Nightwish. Heard it? It's delicious. This is the fifth time I've listened to it. I love it. Actually, Nightwish is delicious in its self. Really. The drummer OMG! I can't pronounce their names though (<< can you say lame??) Gonna go now, rock on my flowers!

Always Runnin',
Niva