Poetry Rambling

--- Anonoymous----

Watching you
Watching me
My mind writhing along the jagged edge of our memories
The smiles hidden behind the frowns
Of misunderstanding
The heavy blow of unjustice
It was never meant to be
You and I
I and You
In this deception of love
All along knowing true
Somethings will never be
When those words formed from you mouth
I held back the tears
I smiled and said your right
All the lies started here
In return their hatred turned to love
And you now bask in it
I stand on the sidelines
Trying not to think
About you
About me
About us
And Our memory

This lie we've netted ourselves in
Working ever faster
To unknot
So we may be free
The struggling is working
Against us
Lay still you say
It's better this way
I understand completely
My heart doesn't enjoy reality
I know yours feels the same
You and I
Meant to be
Torn apart
By reality
She's too young
What's he thinking?
I can't believe they're together
Then I think
Of how things
Could be so much worse
Of all the things
They could see
They choose to see our 'problem'
I wish there was
A solution
Alas, the problem is
Me.

Somehow....I never thought I could feel this way. Torn in places so deep, this rip may never heal. I will scar and I hope you know our jagged memory lies peacefully inside my heart. Waiting to be smoothed out. Unfortunately I have the feeling that this will never happen and that I will toss and turn, continuously, untill time rubs this ache into a smal piece of glass. That instead of shredding me, only stabs me on occasion. I don't blame us I blame them and their incapacity to know of loves true nature. I hope you never dechiper this message as what it is. I hope they never find out it was me. I hope I will still be able to look at you and not burst into tears when you turn from me. I hope someday....I will understand...why. I'm not sure why I wrote this. I think I just need to get it out without someone knowing it was me. Thanks for being there for me.

Sweet Dreams,
Anonoymous