Grateful

Can you know how grateful I am? Of this man and my sister who have rescued me from hell and saved my life. I am blind, scarred, and disturbed but I am happy. At the same time I am very frustrated. There are so many things that at this moment in time I cannot do. Though they need to be done. She has revealed herself to those fiends on two occasions to help me. I am within another's home and yet I am still bringing danger to her, her mate, and her mates family. The pain I am in...is nothing compared to the pain they will cause her if she is found. This...I cannot let happen. I am sure she has told many of the images they projected to her. They've been doing it for years. Ever since she was young. Though back then I had the strength to block them, so they would not disturb her childhood as they had mine. Now she has her mate for that and I need not waste my energy. I do not know where I am, or who is with me half the time. But I hear her voice sometimes, and that of others speaking to me. They all have such wonderful voices compared to those I've heard my whole life. I am still weak, I cannot do much but I will protect my sisters family somehow. Eventually I will have to leave, I should have left the moment they brought me. I am being selfish. Taking advantage of their pity because it feels good to be cared for. To be able to move without cutting myself on iron shackles. I have been tortured my entire life, from the moment I was able to walk I have been poisoned. Though I must say once more I am grateful. Had they taken my sister from the beginning I don't know what I would do. I was able to block her image from them, so they took me instead. I suppose I will tell people of my life at a later date. Reliving the torturous moments would harm my mental stability, and I would not like to go insane. As soon as I am able I will leave this place, and my sister. It will be hard...for I have just begun to recognize her voice, and her touch. I do not know what she looks like...I cannot see her. But I'm sure she is beautiful like our mother. I do not want to leave, but it is necessary if I am to protect her family. Recently I have learned of a vision a member of her family had. That men would come to kill her mates father who is protecting his young, rape and defile his woman and destroy his entire family by doing so. I have an odd foreboding that I am the one to bring this destruction. The vision said these killers, two of them, have ice blue eyes. I vaguely recall a few of the men who tortured me. Two of them had ice blue eyes. They were merciless creatures. I will not allow this vision to be true, this is why I must leave. I have led killers to their family...for that I will be forever sorry. It is so peaceful here...

~Nietai~