Monday, December 04, 2006

Two Days..

Last night I had a dream. It was amazingly life like. I still feel the happiness radiating from me. The dream was over a course of two days. The first, I got to meet my favorite person in my favorite band. The singer. His voice is absolutely wonderful. He's beautiful as well. He was very kind and when I was about to leave insisted upon knowing my name. I didn't tell him. Eventually (still that night) he asked my advisor Sophia and she told him. Then she brought me back, and I talked to him some more. About an hour or so later...I fell asleep right next to him. When I woke, I had scooted closer still and his arm was draped casually across my waist. It felt nice, but I rolled away and lay back down. Later that day I made breakfast, we both ate and about an hour from then I had to leave. The next time we met we didn't talk so much. He wasn't supposed to or something. But he warmed up to me again as I did with him. I did something horrible but I won't explain it. Then he wouldn't talk to me again. Way later, when his host left her friends house I talked to him on this thing. I told him about how I felt about my life. The way I lived it. And he wrote a song...for me. Then, he offered me a life. I can't even explain the feelings that swam their way through me. But I just woke up from that dream. *smiles* And I realize it wasn't a dream at all, it was very real...and now I get to live.

~Neaseline Cortosian~

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