Dear Pamondria,

This might make things worse. I hope it makes them better. I can tell you haven't been yourself since...her. So I will answer the question you continue to ask: "Why do you still look so sad when someone mentions her name?" Honestly Dria, I cannot stand having her name in my thoughts about you. Everytime I hear her name you come to my mind. This is because everyone is always comparing you to her. Saying somethings you do or say are just like her. I can't mix you two. It isn't right. I probably look sad because or a really stupid reason. Not because I still have feelings for her but because I feel...like...like I've betrayed her somehow. I told you it was a stupid reason. Anyway, to answer your question. My unneeded feeling of betraying her are becoming troublesome in the relationship I'm...no We're trying to have. I'm sorry about that. I'm hoping this helped, that it will take the confusion from your eyes and the sadness from your voice. I hope it will make you smile at me like before, hope that...I hope that it will allow you to trust me again. Now that I've written this I think I can say it. I don't want you to read this...though if you do it doesn't matter you'll already have heard these words.

I Love You, Dria.
Forgive Me,
Hirozuma