Advice?

The demonstration of contemplating is probably hard to do. Get it? No? Me either. But in saying such things have you ever said stuff that wasn't really true but not really lying either? Like a tiny minuscule lie based completely and absolutely on truth? Well saying that you have and it was a long time ago and it didn't get you into any trouble in the end and it was to someone very important...do you think they should know the exact truth even if its not quite as interesting? Like, not to tel them a TINY lie just because it sounds cooler and not to get them to like you because that's not cool...but just to maybe...up the ante. You know? I don't need to explain do I? Good. Anyhow, do you think I should tell her? Er....it should be told? The absolute truth I mean. What do you think? Help me out here.


Drowning In Drama,
S. M. K. Aleandera

Saturdays

Saturdays----- Holly Brook

Saturday what a day what a silly little day.
Time to kill take a pill as I sit and contemplate.
How I'd like to be around all the people in the town with their fancy cars and things.
But I...I've got time.
Stop pushin all your tragedies away.
Each moment has got a lesson for the day
Take something with you if you drag your heels in yesterdays
Oh these Saturdays....
In the haste, in the grace,, I've been up to my waist
It isn't real what you feel when you find love in a chase
I've been waiting for the day when someone takes me away and I never get replaced
But I....I've got time
Stop pushin all your tragedies away
Each moment has got a lesson for the day
Take something with you if you drag your heels in yesterdays
Oh these Saturdays....
These Saturdays...oh
As I sink one more drink I am running out of ink
Feeling void, paranoid, about every little thing
And I wonder if I try to get up and say goodbye if I'll have the strength to leave
Cuz i...i don't have much time anymore
Stop pushin all your tragedies away
Each moment had got a lesson for the day
Take something with you if you drag your heels in yesterdays
Oh these Saturdays...
Hm.
These Saturdays...

It's Christmas guys...what are you gonna get? Or what did you get? I don't know yet. But soon I will because we are going by "Real world" time. Not home time. So really I get to open my presents on the 26Th of December. It doesn't matter to me either way. Aloura is excited though, it will be her first Christmas. I know what she's getting, and she's going to like it. Actually I know what Rioriki and Phury are getting too, and all of the other Brothers for that matter. I'm pretty much a vampire now...I just don't drink blood. Ew, that's nasty. Aloura eats a lot. She always has a little box of it with her, like a juice box but don't confuse it with actual juice. I did once. Not yummy. Later tonight my family and me are going over to Angel's place. They bought us presents. I don't know why. But we got them stuff too, so whatever. I hope your holiday is good. My present won't come until my birthday....maybe. I don't want to sound like a whiny little brat but...I want to see my mom and dad tomorrow. Really badly. Almost to the point I want to go find them and tell them to get over themselves for one day so I can have my parents. Just one day. But that's not going to happen. They never really liked each other. Even when I was a baby the fought, and screamed at each other. Barely able to stay in the same room even then. Now that they aren't together anymore, I'm sure their happier. I hope at least. Ever wanted something you can't have? I do it all the time, just not aloud. But it's different if its in your head right? I think so...Oh! And for all of you that think Angel and myself are going out let me clear this up for you; WE'RE NOT! We should be, but we aren't. Just let it go, Auntie/Grandma, Suketsu, Grannpa, Phury, Vishous, Nini, Carius, Neytani, GG, and everybody else! Let it go. Just let it go. Now that all that is Clear. I'm going home. To the castle, to be dumb and sit in my parents old room. Don't ask why....just let it go. Laters.

~Mochidzuki Toshibaya Tazuna~

July 12, 2006

I've lost my heart to the cruel hands of fate,
It's a painful thing, and a feeling I hate,
I should have said something when given the chance,
Now I can't, it is part of life's cruel dance,
This mind numbing love loss smothers me like a poisonous gas,
In the end she ripped through my heart with broken glass,
I lost my world to my friend in the end,
And I can't help but wonder if perhaps my heart will mend,
I've loved her more than anything, ever since I was a kid,
Once I thought she loved me too, but she never did...

These pieces of me fall one by one,
This hurt may pass, but the damage is done,
Sometimes still, I wish of my love she could learn,
Though I doubt when she does, my heart will return...

~Davon Cyprien~

New Waves on the Surf!!!!

Aye guys!
What's shakin ppl? I'm the new kid on the block. Well one of many. I just thought I should make myself truly known. Anyways My name is Keisha Monique and my last name doesn't matter. I know it sounds ghetto. But I'm not. Of course Sylyence would disagree with that but *shrugs* that's his problem. I try not to take shit from anyone, but if your retarded I'll let it slide *wink*. Lol. uhm...I'm 21 years old. I have an older brother who's 23. His name is Tyreese. If he want's to post then he will. That's all you get to know of my bro bro. I love him to death so don't fuck with him either. hehehehee. Uuuhmmm...what else. I'm black, or African American to all the pale folk out there. My favorite color is very obviously green. But I like blue too. I'm fairly tall, depending on who you are. That would be a proud 5'8". My hair is short and right now I have it curled like...reference reference Ooo like goldy locks...except light brown. Not extremely light it's more of a milk chocolate mixrd with carmel color. My eyes are light jade green. I know it's weird huh. I think that's enought for now. So how are you? Good I hope. I'm kinda tired....got in a fight last night. Kicked broads ass, but still it was enough to make me sleepy.UHm...I love my host to death so don't fuck with her emotions or I'll have to kick your ass too. Cool? Coool. There's alot of newbies around, so maybe one of them will post eventually. I think I'm done now. Any questions? Put 'em in tha comments. Have a special day.

~Keisha~

SHWAAAH!

Oh my god it's been forever, absolutely forever. I'm so happy to be done! My schooling is complete and I may do with it what I will. Graduation is next week so until then I'm free!! I' so glad to be out of that place, and hopefully I'll meet some new people and revive old friendships. Goodness, I wonder what everyone is up to? I'll pop into Chatzy later and see if someone will show. ^_^ Heeheehee I'm so excited! I think I've changed a bit since anyone saw me last. I'll tell you a bit.:

New Favorite Color: Blue-Green

New Favorite Word: Catastrophe

New Favorite Song: Ballad Of The Black Mesa (I'm heavy into Techno right now)

New Favorite Book: "Sayonara, Bon Voyage!" --- Shetsumae (This book is old)

New Favorite Phrase: "When you love something let it go, if it returns it's yours to keep, if it doesn't it was never yours to begin with." ---Suketsu (she said that forever ago)

New Favorite Hobby: Sleeping! (I haven't gotten to do a lot of this in the past few YEARS)


Okay that's all you get to know!! Well I'm going to go pack up my things and come home! Finally. I wonder how much has changed....

16 Going On 17,
Kitten

Wahlala

Yeah so...never done this. Kinda weird doing it now. But SOMEONE from this side needed to post and I'm free for a second so why not? Probably can't guess who I am though BWAHA! lol So life is good how about yours? Pain is bad pleasure is GOOD. HAhaha. Ahem anyway. So our band should be getting back together in a couple months (Counting on February guys, really, c'mon.) And hopefully that will be cool again. I'm waiting to get things back to normal around here, suddenly everything got so...dreary. And on my end, I know why. But that doesn't excuse the rest of you! Rehv has his excuse, valid. Hiro's got his, valid. What about the rest of you huh!? lol don't mind me I'm stupid. Probably know who I am by now Huh? If you don't your not as intelligent as I thought! J/k. Heeeeeey did you hear? Probably not the best way to say this but I'm excited (Sai is too, though she may deny it) She's changing her name, though keeping her own for OBVIOUS reason. S.A.S + S.J.S Mm na na na na! lol if you can't figure out why it changed then again, your not very smart!!!!!! (Veo was mad at first but he's cool with it now) And don't say we're too young either cause thats BULL. Your never too young to get with the other half of your soul, you know. Well I'm done and needed. PEACE!

Rockin' and Rollin',

SHIRO JAKAI SOBIETATSU

Here's Looking At October 25 2008

Find Me.

What would you do if every time you turned around you ran into someone who had hurt you, betrayed you, left you, hit you, lied, cheated, or hated you? I can only imagine what some of you would do. How many of you would just endure it and try your best to go on with your life? I know some of you would just stop everything and move somewhere new. I can't stay here too long, because I'm looking for someone and when I find him I'm going to leave because I have to...I have to go back, once they notice I'm gone I'm dead. I just have to know that he's okay, because he is dear to me...but even more dear to his sister. Of course he would never know how much he means to me. Because I could never never ever tell him to his face. He's so beautiful, and so tortured. But still his heart is true and pure. I love how dedicated he his to protecting his family. Which is why I will leave as soon as I know he fares well. I might be bringing trouble to him, just by being here just by writing this now. So I had best go find him....just to check....just to be sure...just because...I love him.



Nietai....where are you?
Yalana Areed



P.S: I'm sorry for this. Forgive me.