July 12, 2006

I've lost my heart to the cruel hands of fate,
It's a painful thing, and a feeling I hate,
I should have said something when given the chance,
Now I can't, it is part of life's cruel dance,
This mind numbing love loss smothers me like a poisonous gas,
In the end she ripped through my heart with broken glass,
I lost my world to my friend in the end,
And I can't help but wonder if perhaps my heart will mend,
I've loved her more than anything, ever since I was a kid,
Once I thought she loved me too, but she never did...

These pieces of me fall one by one,
This hurt may pass, but the damage is done,
Sometimes still, I wish of my love she could learn,
Though I doubt when she does, my heart will return...

~Davon Cyprien~

New Waves on the Surf!!!!

Aye guys!
What's shakin ppl? I'm the new kid on the block. Well one of many. I just thought I should make myself truly known. Anyways My name is Keisha Monique and my last name doesn't matter. I know it sounds ghetto. But I'm not. Of course Sylyence would disagree with that but *shrugs* that's his problem. I try not to take shit from anyone, but if your retarded I'll let it slide *wink*. Lol. uhm...I'm 21 years old. I have an older brother who's 23. His name is Tyreese. If he want's to post then he will. That's all you get to know of my bro bro. I love him to death so don't fuck with him either. hehehehee. Uuuhmmm...what else. I'm black, or African American to all the pale folk out there. My favorite color is very obviously green. But I like blue too. I'm fairly tall, depending on who you are. That would be a proud 5'8". My hair is short and right now I have it curled like...reference reference Ooo like goldy locks...except light brown. Not extremely light it's more of a milk chocolate mixrd with carmel color. My eyes are light jade green. I know it's weird huh. I think that's enought for now. So how are you? Good I hope. I'm kinda tired....got in a fight last night. Kicked broads ass, but still it was enough to make me sleepy.UHm...I love my host to death so don't fuck with her emotions or I'll have to kick your ass too. Cool? Coool. There's alot of newbies around, so maybe one of them will post eventually. I think I'm done now. Any questions? Put 'em in tha comments. Have a special day.

~Keisha~

SHWAAAH!

Oh my god it's been forever, absolutely forever. I'm so happy to be done! My schooling is complete and I may do with it what I will. Graduation is next week so until then I'm free!! I' so glad to be out of that place, and hopefully I'll meet some new people and revive old friendships. Goodness, I wonder what everyone is up to? I'll pop into Chatzy later and see if someone will show. ^_^ Heeheehee I'm so excited! I think I've changed a bit since anyone saw me last. I'll tell you a bit.:

New Favorite Color: Blue-Green

New Favorite Word: Catastrophe

New Favorite Song: Ballad Of The Black Mesa (I'm heavy into Techno right now)

New Favorite Book: "Sayonara, Bon Voyage!" --- Shetsumae (This book is old)

New Favorite Phrase: "When you love something let it go, if it returns it's yours to keep, if it doesn't it was never yours to begin with." ---Suketsu (she said that forever ago)

New Favorite Hobby: Sleeping! (I haven't gotten to do a lot of this in the past few YEARS)


Okay that's all you get to know!! Well I'm going to go pack up my things and come home! Finally. I wonder how much has changed....

16 Going On 17,
Kitten

Wahlala

Yeah so...never done this. Kinda weird doing it now. But SOMEONE from this side needed to post and I'm free for a second so why not? Probably can't guess who I am though BWAHA! lol So life is good how about yours? Pain is bad pleasure is GOOD. HAhaha. Ahem anyway. So our band should be getting back together in a couple months (Counting on February guys, really, c'mon.) And hopefully that will be cool again. I'm waiting to get things back to normal around here, suddenly everything got so...dreary. And on my end, I know why. But that doesn't excuse the rest of you! Rehv has his excuse, valid. Hiro's got his, valid. What about the rest of you huh!? lol don't mind me I'm stupid. Probably know who I am by now Huh? If you don't your not as intelligent as I thought! J/k. Heeeeeey did you hear? Probably not the best way to say this but I'm excited (Sai is too, though she may deny it) She's changing her name, though keeping her own for OBVIOUS reason. S.A.S + S.J.S Mm na na na na! lol if you can't figure out why it changed then again, your not very smart!!!!!! (Veo was mad at first but he's cool with it now) And don't say we're too young either cause thats BULL. Your never too young to get with the other half of your soul, you know. Well I'm done and needed. PEACE!

Rockin' and Rollin',

SHIRO JAKAI SOBIETATSU

Here's Looking At October 25 2008

Find Me.

What would you do if every time you turned around you ran into someone who had hurt you, betrayed you, left you, hit you, lied, cheated, or hated you? I can only imagine what some of you would do. How many of you would just endure it and try your best to go on with your life? I know some of you would just stop everything and move somewhere new. I can't stay here too long, because I'm looking for someone and when I find him I'm going to leave because I have to...I have to go back, once they notice I'm gone I'm dead. I just have to know that he's okay, because he is dear to me...but even more dear to his sister. Of course he would never know how much he means to me. Because I could never never ever tell him to his face. He's so beautiful, and so tortured. But still his heart is true and pure. I love how dedicated he his to protecting his family. Which is why I will leave as soon as I know he fares well. I might be bringing trouble to him, just by being here just by writing this now. So I had best go find him....just to check....just to be sure...just because...I love him.



Nietai....where are you?
Yalana Areed



P.S: I'm sorry for this. Forgive me.

Tallyho!

What is the color of life? How about the color of hate? Or the color of love. I think the color of love is Lucian's favorite color. *nods* Yeah that's probably it. 'Cause he so loves Lameriee. BUT he won't admit it. That's okay though she won't admit it either. The color of hate is probably Lucian's least favorite color, or Lucifer's fave(to Lucian anyway.) *shrugs* Who knows. Anyway, I'm Lucianna, Lucian's twin sister and Lucifer's regular sister. I'm bored right now and playing with the computer seemed like a bright idea. is it entertaining me....slightly. Sooo we dont have a problem. Except I have no music because this girls account doesn't have what I want. That's okay though....(my brother is being a retard on the floor right now lol j/k) Sooo, I'm new I guess...that's what they say anyway. I live with Aaela in her house with, Lucian, Lucifer, Jeremiah, Matthew, Loraina, Yukiko, Usarusen, and Yukirosen. LOOOOTS of ppl. I know it's crazy, but enjoyable. Uhm....I think I'm gonna see what else is on this junk box. Soo tootles!!

Exotic Twin,
~Lucianna~

Definition:Sexxay! (way old post)

Do you know the definition of sexxay? I know the defintion of sexy is:
1.Arousing or tending to arouse sexual desire or interest
2.Slang. Highly appealing or interesting; attractive
Have you ever seen someone completely freaking undeniably off the wall sexxy? I mean so so sexxy that you couldn't breathe, talk, or let alone think? I have. I don't know what exactly made him so sexxy today. Maybe it was the air he had about him, or the way he held himself. Maybe the intense desire I caught in his eyes when he looked at me. Or maybe something else. Am I rambling? Hehehe *blinks* Anywayz, if you know me, you know who I'm talking about. But I won't say any names (starts with a 'J' and ends in an 'n') I've known him for like two months now, so I see him alot. And Omg he came to visit me today, at work. I was working! Can you believe that! I couldn't. But his ultimate sexxiness just like washed over me. Let me give you some description. He was wearing a blood red button up shirt with a black design on it. Except it wasn't buttoned. It was wide open, so it exposed his rock hard six pack and smooth masculine chest. (can you say drool worthy?) His pants were loose (almost baggy) and plain black. His hair was down, so it fell over his broad shoulders, yes it's long and so incredibly soft and silky. I can't get over his smile either. It's usually a slow smile. You know the kind that grows as the seconds tick by, and you just wait until it's got the full affect of overly hot guy in it. Kami it was absolutely amazing. When I saw him, I almost fell over...like completely over! But I caught myself before I hit the ground. I mean, I've seen sexxy before, but this was agh I don't know...overwhelming? I know my jaw was hanging open, and my eyes were probably a little buggy too. He was talking to me, and all I could do was nod. It was a bone melting experience. I'm going to go see him, sometime this week. I don't know when though. I have to get over the sexxy wave first.

Forever Yours,
Manahira Tazuna