"Everyday I hope that I can love you more than I already do."
"Damn! Your sexy!"
"Sometimes, when we're alone, I want to cry. Just because I know that I can give you my whole being and you will cherish me, as I will cherish you."
"Age ain't nothin' but a number, and a complicated math problem..."
"Remember when we first met? I knew I loved you right then."
"Trust me babygirl, I love you more than anything."
"When the sun goes down, and the night is darkest. The sounds of the night world awakening from their cracks and crevices. I can hold you a little tighter, a little closer, and know that nothing can get us. Because you have me, and I have you."
"Nothing can come between us because we're like a titanium band!"
"Fuck them! My heart belongs to you!"
"My image of paradise it standing in an infinite place of beauty, with you at its heart."
"Not even ninja's could take me from you."
I don't care what happens, or how long it takes. But I'll always be here for you. No matter what.
I love you.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Simple, New Shit
The shit I speak of is new to you, not me. So don't get your hopes up thinking I learned anything. I'm still a dumb ass with no real concept of right or wrong in the thievery department. A lot of people thought that because I was on lock down for a while I wouldn't get back in the game. But I felt I had a duty to complete in exacting revenge on a few low lives that thought they could stake some kind of claim in my absence. Disturbing the world balance and all that shit. But I handled it, and now I'm done. Im not sure why I'm posting, maybe I was getting tired of having to tell her things. So I decided I would write and let her read. Confused with the "I'm done part" are you? I mean I'm through bein a thief, breaking and entering just ain't my jazz anymore. Don't think I went through some life change or something. I was bringing danger to my loved ones and finally realized it so I let up. There's no way I'm gonna let some trivial shit take mine away from me. I'm a hellion, but I have a heart. Figured out who I am yet? Not hard. I'm obviously not my scholarly brother. I love the bastard but his uppity up girlfriend in gonna piss me off. I don't know what it is about her that I don't like, but it's somethin. And I know it's important. My brother ain't made of stone and I fee like she's gonna kill him somehow. He's fragile. I can't have the wench breakin him. I'll just have to get some one to check her stats for me. Find out exactly what Zei thinks before I let the shit hang. My woman says I should stay out of his business, but she also knows I won't. I think she just says it as a precaution rather than an actual demand. But hey, once I know the broads clear I'll leave shit be ya feel me? I've been in my house a while so I'm gonna exit for a while later. Yak it up with Von, see how the bastards doin. He's been pretty messed up lately from what my brother tells me. Mercy's been workin on him, Lafa says she's helping, but losing grips. I'm thinkin maybe I can slap some sense into his ass. Tell him to stop blabberin and do something. I guess we'll see. Otherwise, life is pretty simple right now. Everythings quiet and calm. Of course meaning something horrible is going to happen some where in the near future, but I might as well enjoy the peace while I can right? Yeah. You know...I can say something now that I haven't really ever been able to say. I'm actually...happy.
Kya
Kya
Sunday, March 09, 2008
In Exactly
In exactly one single second, you can take a breath.
In exactly five seconds, you can smile.
In exactly one minute, you can make a decision.
In exactly five minutes, you can make someones day.
In exactly one hour, it can miss something.
In exactly five hours, you can be alone.
What have you done with your time?
Today I spent my time being stupid. Being the ditsy little weirdo I am trademarked for being. And when I came back from being Stupid. They were gone. Maybe it would have been better if they were gone. But they were...and they weren't. Well, they are. I haven't moved them. I laid next to them, and pretended I was with them. Then I remembered how they ended up like this, and stopped. Then I just laid there. Did nothing. Hardly breathed. And knew. This is unmistakeably my fault. Even if it wasn't my hand. I wasn't there. I know they wouldn't be gone if I had been there to protect them, or at least go too. It might have been an accident. My sisters...My mom...not me. I'm sure he's still out there somewhere. Doing whatever. He's always wanted to. When he started doing that stuff, that mom said was bad for him. He said to me one day that he realized what sin he has created, what evil demons he had helped seed. His eyes were huge, amazingly so. I thought if I got close enough I would fall in and get lost. But I never did. Mom did though, over and over. She told me all the time. Mom can't now though. And I'll never hear her voice again. I'll never hear Jezy yell at me again for being hyper. Never hear Rama tell me to do something about my dolls in her room. Tay can't tell me to shut up because she's doing her homework ever again...and I'm going to miss that. I love them. I will always love them. And I'll Never get to tell them that I do.
My name is a Lie,
Angel
In exactly five seconds, you can smile.
In exactly one minute, you can make a decision.
In exactly five minutes, you can make someones day.
In exactly one hour, it can miss something.
In exactly five hours, you can be alone.
What have you done with your time?
Today I spent my time being stupid. Being the ditsy little weirdo I am trademarked for being. And when I came back from being Stupid. They were gone. Maybe it would have been better if they were gone. But they were...and they weren't. Well, they are. I haven't moved them. I laid next to them, and pretended I was with them. Then I remembered how they ended up like this, and stopped. Then I just laid there. Did nothing. Hardly breathed. And knew. This is unmistakeably my fault. Even if it wasn't my hand. I wasn't there. I know they wouldn't be gone if I had been there to protect them, or at least go too. It might have been an accident. My sisters...My mom...not me. I'm sure he's still out there somewhere. Doing whatever. He's always wanted to. When he started doing that stuff, that mom said was bad for him. He said to me one day that he realized what sin he has created, what evil demons he had helped seed. His eyes were huge, amazingly so. I thought if I got close enough I would fall in and get lost. But I never did. Mom did though, over and over. She told me all the time. Mom can't now though. And I'll never hear her voice again. I'll never hear Jezy yell at me again for being hyper. Never hear Rama tell me to do something about my dolls in her room. Tay can't tell me to shut up because she's doing her homework ever again...and I'm going to miss that. I love them. I will always love them. And I'll Never get to tell them that I do.
My name is a Lie,
Angel
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Advice?
The demonstration of contemplating is probably hard to do. Get it? No? Me either. But in saying such things have you ever said stuff that wasn't really true but not really lying either? Like a tiny minuscule lie based completely and absolutely on truth? Well saying that you have and it was a long time ago and it didn't get you into any trouble in the end and it was to someone very important...do you think they should know the exact truth even if its not quite as interesting? Like, not to tel them a TINY lie just because it sounds cooler and not to get them to like you because that's not cool...but just to maybe...up the ante. You know? I don't need to explain do I? Good. Anyhow, do you think I should tell her? Er....it should be told? The absolute truth I mean. What do you think? Help me out here.
Drowning In Drama,
S. M. K. Aleandera
Drowning In Drama,
S. M. K. Aleandera
Monday, December 24, 2007
Saturdays
Saturdays----- Holly Brook
Saturday what a day what a silly little day.
Time to kill take a pill as I sit and contemplate.
How I'd like to be around all the people in the town with their fancy cars and things.
But I...I've got time.
Stop pushin all your tragedies away.
Each moment has got a lesson for the day
Take something with you if you drag your heels in yesterdays
Oh these Saturdays....
In the haste, in the grace,, I've been up to my waist
It isn't real what you feel when you find love in a chase
I've been waiting for the day when someone takes me away and I never get replaced
But I....I've got time
Stop pushin all your tragedies away
Each moment has got a lesson for the day
Take something with you if you drag your heels in yesterdays
Oh these Saturdays....
These Saturdays...oh
As I sink one more drink I am running out of ink
Feeling void, paranoid, about every little thing
And I wonder if I try to get up and say goodbye if I'll have the strength to leave
Cuz i...i don't have much time anymore
Stop pushin all your tragedies away
Each moment had got a lesson for the day
Take something with you if you drag your heels in yesterdays
Oh these Saturdays...
Hm.
These Saturdays...
It's Christmas guys...what are you gonna get? Or what did you get? I don't know yet. But soon I will because we are going by "Real world" time. Not home time. So really I get to open my presents on the 26Th of December. It doesn't matter to me either way. Aloura is excited though, it will be her first Christmas. I know what she's getting, and she's going to like it. Actually I know what Rioriki and Phury are getting too, and all of the other Brothers for that matter. I'm pretty much a vampire now...I just don't drink blood. Ew, that's nasty. Aloura eats a lot. She always has a little box of it with her, like a juice box but don't confuse it with actual juice. I did once. Not yummy. Later tonight my family and me are going over to Angel's place. They bought us presents. I don't know why. But we got them stuff too, so whatever. I hope your holiday is good. My present won't come until my birthday....maybe. I don't want to sound like a whiny little brat but...I want to see my mom and dad tomorrow. Really badly. Almost to the point I want to go find them and tell them to get over themselves for one day so I can have my parents. Just one day. But that's not going to happen. They never really liked each other. Even when I was a baby the fought, and screamed at each other. Barely able to stay in the same room even then. Now that they aren't together anymore, I'm sure their happier. I hope at least. Ever wanted something you can't have? I do it all the time, just not aloud. But it's different if its in your head right? I think so...Oh! And for all of you that think Angel and myself are going out let me clear this up for you; WE'RE NOT! We should be, but we aren't. Just let it go, Auntie/Grandma, Suketsu, Grannpa, Phury, Vishous, Nini, Carius, Neytani, GG, and everybody else! Let it go. Just let it go. Now that all that is Clear. I'm going home. To the castle, to be dumb and sit in my parents old room. Don't ask why....just let it go. Laters.
~Mochidzuki Toshibaya Tazuna~
Saturday what a day what a silly little day.
Time to kill take a pill as I sit and contemplate.
How I'd like to be around all the people in the town with their fancy cars and things.
But I...I've got time.
Stop pushin all your tragedies away.
Each moment has got a lesson for the day
Take something with you if you drag your heels in yesterdays
Oh these Saturdays....
In the haste, in the grace,, I've been up to my waist
It isn't real what you feel when you find love in a chase
I've been waiting for the day when someone takes me away and I never get replaced
But I....I've got time
Stop pushin all your tragedies away
Each moment has got a lesson for the day
Take something with you if you drag your heels in yesterdays
Oh these Saturdays....
These Saturdays...oh
As I sink one more drink I am running out of ink
Feeling void, paranoid, about every little thing
And I wonder if I try to get up and say goodbye if I'll have the strength to leave
Cuz i...i don't have much time anymore
Stop pushin all your tragedies away
Each moment had got a lesson for the day
Take something with you if you drag your heels in yesterdays
Oh these Saturdays...
Hm.
These Saturdays...
It's Christmas guys...what are you gonna get? Or what did you get? I don't know yet. But soon I will because we are going by "Real world" time. Not home time. So really I get to open my presents on the 26Th of December. It doesn't matter to me either way. Aloura is excited though, it will be her first Christmas. I know what she's getting, and she's going to like it. Actually I know what Rioriki and Phury are getting too, and all of the other Brothers for that matter. I'm pretty much a vampire now...I just don't drink blood. Ew, that's nasty. Aloura eats a lot. She always has a little box of it with her, like a juice box but don't confuse it with actual juice. I did once. Not yummy. Later tonight my family and me are going over to Angel's place. They bought us presents. I don't know why. But we got them stuff too, so whatever. I hope your holiday is good. My present won't come until my birthday....maybe. I don't want to sound like a whiny little brat but...I want to see my mom and dad tomorrow. Really badly. Almost to the point I want to go find them and tell them to get over themselves for one day so I can have my parents. Just one day. But that's not going to happen. They never really liked each other. Even when I was a baby the fought, and screamed at each other. Barely able to stay in the same room even then. Now that they aren't together anymore, I'm sure their happier. I hope at least. Ever wanted something you can't have? I do it all the time, just not aloud. But it's different if its in your head right? I think so...Oh! And for all of you that think Angel and myself are going out let me clear this up for you; WE'RE NOT! We should be, but we aren't. Just let it go, Auntie/Grandma, Suketsu, Grannpa, Phury, Vishous, Nini, Carius, Neytani, GG, and everybody else! Let it go. Just let it go. Now that all that is Clear. I'm going home. To the castle, to be dumb and sit in my parents old room. Don't ask why....just let it go. Laters.
~Mochidzuki Toshibaya Tazuna~
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
July 12, 2006
I've lost my heart to the cruel hands of fate,
It's a painful thing, and a feeling I hate,
I should have said something when given the chance,
Now I can't, it is part of life's cruel dance,
This mind numbing love loss smothers me like a poisonous gas,
In the end she ripped through my heart with broken glass,
I lost my world to my friend in the end,
And I can't help but wonder if perhaps my heart will mend,
I've loved her more than anything, ever since I was a kid,
Once I thought she loved me too, but she never did...
These pieces of me fall one by one,
This hurt may pass, but the damage is done,
Sometimes still, I wish of my love she could learn,
Though I doubt when she does, my heart will return...
It's a painful thing, and a feeling I hate,
I should have said something when given the chance,
Now I can't, it is part of life's cruel dance,
This mind numbing love loss smothers me like a poisonous gas,
In the end she ripped through my heart with broken glass,
I lost my world to my friend in the end,
And I can't help but wonder if perhaps my heart will mend,
I've loved her more than anything, ever since I was a kid,
Once I thought she loved me too, but she never did...
These pieces of me fall one by one,
This hurt may pass, but the damage is done,
Sometimes still, I wish of my love she could learn,
Though I doubt when she does, my heart will return...
~Davon Cyprien~
Sunday, October 07, 2007
New Waves on the Surf!!!!
Aye guys!
What's shakin ppl? I'm the new kid on the block. Well one of many. I just thought I should make myself truly known. Anyways My name is Keisha Monique and my last name doesn't matter. I know it sounds ghetto. But I'm not. Of course Sylyence would disagree with that but *shrugs* that's his problem. I try not to take shit from anyone, but if your retarded I'll let it slide *wink*. Lol. uhm...I'm 21 years old. I have an older brother who's 23. His name is Tyreese. If he want's to post then he will. That's all you get to know of my bro bro. I love him to death so don't fuck with him either. hehehehee. Uuuhmmm...what else. I'm black, or African American to all the pale folk out there. My favorite color is very obviously green. But I like blue too. I'm fairly tall, depending on who you are. That would be a proud 5'8". My hair is short and right now I have it curled like...reference reference Ooo like goldy locks...except light brown. Not extremely light it's more of a milk chocolate mixrd with carmel color. My eyes are light jade green. I know it's weird huh. I think that's enought for now. So how are you? Good I hope. I'm kinda tired....got in a fight last night. Kicked broads ass, but still it was enough to make me sleepy.UHm...I love my host to death so don't fuck with her emotions or I'll have to kick your ass too. Cool? Coool. There's alot of newbies around, so maybe one of them will post eventually. I think I'm done now. Any questions? Put 'em in tha comments. Have a special day.
~Keisha~
What's shakin ppl? I'm the new kid on the block. Well one of many. I just thought I should make myself truly known. Anyways My name is Keisha Monique and my last name doesn't matter. I know it sounds ghetto. But I'm not. Of course Sylyence would disagree with that but *shrugs* that's his problem. I try not to take shit from anyone, but if your retarded I'll let it slide *wink*. Lol. uhm...I'm 21 years old. I have an older brother who's 23. His name is Tyreese. If he want's to post then he will. That's all you get to know of my bro bro. I love him to death so don't fuck with him either. hehehehee. Uuuhmmm...what else. I'm black, or African American to all the pale folk out there. My favorite color is very obviously green. But I like blue too. I'm fairly tall, depending on who you are. That would be a proud 5'8". My hair is short and right now I have it curled like...reference reference Ooo like goldy locks...except light brown. Not extremely light it's more of a milk chocolate mixrd with carmel color. My eyes are light jade green. I know it's weird huh. I think that's enought for now. So how are you? Good I hope. I'm kinda tired....got in a fight last night. Kicked broads ass, but still it was enough to make me sleepy.UHm...I love my host to death so don't fuck with her emotions or I'll have to kick your ass too. Cool? Coool. There's alot of newbies around, so maybe one of them will post eventually. I think I'm done now. Any questions? Put 'em in tha comments. Have a special day.
~Keisha~
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