SHWAAAH!

Oh my god it's been forever, absolutely forever. I'm so happy to be done! My schooling is complete and I may do with it what I will. Graduation is next week so until then I'm free!! I' so glad to be out of that place, and hopefully I'll meet some new people and revive old friendships. Goodness, I wonder what everyone is up to? I'll pop into Chatzy later and see if someone will show. ^_^ Heeheehee I'm so excited! I think I've changed a bit since anyone saw me last. I'll tell you a bit.:

New Favorite Color: Blue-Green

New Favorite Word: Catastrophe

New Favorite Song: Ballad Of The Black Mesa (I'm heavy into Techno right now)

New Favorite Book: "Sayonara, Bon Voyage!" --- Shetsumae (This book is old)

New Favorite Phrase: "When you love something let it go, if it returns it's yours to keep, if it doesn't it was never yours to begin with." ---Suketsu (she said that forever ago)

New Favorite Hobby: Sleeping! (I haven't gotten to do a lot of this in the past few YEARS)


Okay that's all you get to know!! Well I'm going to go pack up my things and come home! Finally. I wonder how much has changed....

16 Going On 17,
Kitten

Wahlala

Yeah so...never done this. Kinda weird doing it now. But SOMEONE from this side needed to post and I'm free for a second so why not? Probably can't guess who I am though BWAHA! lol So life is good how about yours? Pain is bad pleasure is GOOD. HAhaha. Ahem anyway. So our band should be getting back together in a couple months (Counting on February guys, really, c'mon.) And hopefully that will be cool again. I'm waiting to get things back to normal around here, suddenly everything got so...dreary. And on my end, I know why. But that doesn't excuse the rest of you! Rehv has his excuse, valid. Hiro's got his, valid. What about the rest of you huh!? lol don't mind me I'm stupid. Probably know who I am by now Huh? If you don't your not as intelligent as I thought! J/k. Heeeeeey did you hear? Probably not the best way to say this but I'm excited (Sai is too, though she may deny it) She's changing her name, though keeping her own for OBVIOUS reason. S.A.S + S.J.S Mm na na na na! lol if you can't figure out why it changed then again, your not very smart!!!!!! (Veo was mad at first but he's cool with it now) And don't say we're too young either cause thats BULL. Your never too young to get with the other half of your soul, you know. Well I'm done and needed. PEACE!

Rockin' and Rollin',

SHIRO JAKAI SOBIETATSU

Here's Looking At October 25 2008

Find Me.

What would you do if every time you turned around you ran into someone who had hurt you, betrayed you, left you, hit you, lied, cheated, or hated you? I can only imagine what some of you would do. How many of you would just endure it and try your best to go on with your life? I know some of you would just stop everything and move somewhere new. I can't stay here too long, because I'm looking for someone and when I find him I'm going to leave because I have to...I have to go back, once they notice I'm gone I'm dead. I just have to know that he's okay, because he is dear to me...but even more dear to his sister. Of course he would never know how much he means to me. Because I could never never ever tell him to his face. He's so beautiful, and so tortured. But still his heart is true and pure. I love how dedicated he his to protecting his family. Which is why I will leave as soon as I know he fares well. I might be bringing trouble to him, just by being here just by writing this now. So I had best go find him....just to check....just to be sure...just because...I love him.



Nietai....where are you?
Yalana Areed



P.S: I'm sorry for this. Forgive me.

Tallyho!

What is the color of life? How about the color of hate? Or the color of love. I think the color of love is Lucian's favorite color. *nods* Yeah that's probably it. 'Cause he so loves Lameriee. BUT he won't admit it. That's okay though she won't admit it either. The color of hate is probably Lucian's least favorite color, or Lucifer's fave(to Lucian anyway.) *shrugs* Who knows. Anyway, I'm Lucianna, Lucian's twin sister and Lucifer's regular sister. I'm bored right now and playing with the computer seemed like a bright idea. is it entertaining me....slightly. Sooo we dont have a problem. Except I have no music because this girls account doesn't have what I want. That's okay though....(my brother is being a retard on the floor right now lol j/k) Sooo, I'm new I guess...that's what they say anyway. I live with Aaela in her house with, Lucian, Lucifer, Jeremiah, Matthew, Loraina, Yukiko, Usarusen, and Yukirosen. LOOOOTS of ppl. I know it's crazy, but enjoyable. Uhm....I think I'm gonna see what else is on this junk box. Soo tootles!!

Exotic Twin,
~Lucianna~

Definition:Sexxay! (way old post)

Do you know the definition of sexxay? I know the defintion of sexy is:
1.Arousing or tending to arouse sexual desire or interest
2.Slang. Highly appealing or interesting; attractive
Have you ever seen someone completely freaking undeniably off the wall sexxy? I mean so so sexxy that you couldn't breathe, talk, or let alone think? I have. I don't know what exactly made him so sexxy today. Maybe it was the air he had about him, or the way he held himself. Maybe the intense desire I caught in his eyes when he looked at me. Or maybe something else. Am I rambling? Hehehe *blinks* Anywayz, if you know me, you know who I'm talking about. But I won't say any names (starts with a 'J' and ends in an 'n') I've known him for like two months now, so I see him alot. And Omg he came to visit me today, at work. I was working! Can you believe that! I couldn't. But his ultimate sexxiness just like washed over me. Let me give you some description. He was wearing a blood red button up shirt with a black design on it. Except it wasn't buttoned. It was wide open, so it exposed his rock hard six pack and smooth masculine chest. (can you say drool worthy?) His pants were loose (almost baggy) and plain black. His hair was down, so it fell over his broad shoulders, yes it's long and so incredibly soft and silky. I can't get over his smile either. It's usually a slow smile. You know the kind that grows as the seconds tick by, and you just wait until it's got the full affect of overly hot guy in it. Kami it was absolutely amazing. When I saw him, I almost fell over...like completely over! But I caught myself before I hit the ground. I mean, I've seen sexxy before, but this was agh I don't know...overwhelming? I know my jaw was hanging open, and my eyes were probably a little buggy too. He was talking to me, and all I could do was nod. It was a bone melting experience. I'm going to go see him, sometime this week. I don't know when though. I have to get over the sexxy wave first.

Forever Yours,
Manahira Tazuna

Nothin More To Say

Couldn't be prouder to occupy the mind in which is occupied. A little confused. We, the voices are writing this to acknowledge our host and the sacrifices she's made to allow us to live within her mind. Perhaps this may sound a bit crazy to those who know nothing of her, or us for that matter. Not that many people read this. But we just all wanted to thank her. We know it's not really enough to show our appreciation, But it's enough. It's all we can do for now. Because none of us plan on leaving. Not everyone will say something, but we've all agreed to do this.

We know how much we hurt your mental stability.
We understand that we've taken things from you that you can never get back.
We acknowledge the fact that you have not punished or condemned us in any way.
We do care about your feelings.
We do not and would never, intentionally harm you.
We consider you our family (in various relations.)
We believe in your ability to bounce back.
We think you are beautiful.
We like your cooking.
We would never kill your friends (no matter how much they piss us off.)
We have dedicated a day to you.
We would never had made it any where without you.
We know how much our activities bother you. (but we don't plan on changing them)
We will never try to take your place.
We believe in you more than you believe in yourself.

~We love and cherish you with all our hearts.~

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How often have you wondered if we were real? We are all proud to tell you we are, and that you are not crazy. Well kind of. We know there are certain people that stick out more than others to you. Most of them have been here a while. Some of them have things to say.

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~Suketsu Tenshi Aleandera: "Hey there. I know I've been here a long time and I have partially ruined your life with my fanatics. I just want you to know that I love you sooooo much. I really do appreciate everything you've done and are doing for me and my family. The kiddies love you too. Even if they are assholes sometimes. Sehyo included. We all appreciate and care for you. Where would I be if you weren't there?! As one of the first voices I just want to sincerely say, Thankyou."

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~Hitokaryuu Doyo Kanjiru: "Nice to get some appreciation around here hm? Lol. No, but in all seriousness, I'm really glad I'm in your head. Sounds weird I know, but I am. You've saved me countless times without knowing and I really really appreciate it. Same as Suketsu said the brats love you too. I'm sure I've caused some trouble, but it was all for the better and I'm happy you don't hate me for it. Just keep bein you. You'll get further than you think."

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~Rioriki Lee Fe Tazuna: "Surprise surprise. Probably the last person you'd expect huh? I know I haven't been here as long as the other two, but it's felt like forever. And I must tell you, aside from all the misfortunes(which have been going on my entire life) residing within your mind as been a great experiance. No one says thank you enough. A lot of us don't even understand the extent of your kindness and everything you've given us. I do and I thank you for it. Everything, the support, the patience, everything. Riukuru, Phury and my daughter do too."

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~Yuki-maru: "Hey little love. I'm probably one of the more recent ones as well. But I never get to thank you or tell you how proud I am. So I saw my opportunity. You are wonderful. More so then you or anyone you know knows. You think your odd, I think you are the most normal person I know. You brighten the world. "

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~Setsuna Hatsuro Mai Sobietatsu: "Oh my have you seen how long my names gotten. Heeheehee anyway, I wanted to thank you personally too. Well not personally but in a message aside from the group thank you. I just have to say that you keep us all 'alive' and that is worth so much more than a thank you. But there is only so much I can do for you. I appreciate you as I have no else. Just know that if you ever need anything I am happy to help. Thank you soooooooooo much!! "

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~Korugaekin Mikado: "How goes? Well I hope. My message will be brief. I wanted you to know that you have kept me sane since the day I arrived and that is so much more than I could ever ask of anyone. Thank you doesn't even begin to express how grateful I am. But hey...thanks anyway."

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~Hinaita Shinsei Mujaki: "Oh my god I love you. You're like a sister/ aunt to me and I don't have many of those. I am so glad for you. So many of the good things that happened in my life never would have occurred had it not been for you. Thank you thank you thank you thank you." ^_^

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~Yokutosinosuke' Kanjiru: "I want to thank you for being one of the few to give me a second chance when I deserved so much less than that. You truly have a heart of gold."

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So many more people wanted to say something. But the message itself is already huge. Even of the individuals that are not listed up there with specific thank yous', we assure you EVERYONE had something unique to say about how much they loved and appreciated you.

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You who is our guide.

You who is our rescue.

You who is our salvation.

You whom we could not live without.

You our sister, our mother, cousin, aunt, and friend.

You who is worth more than gold and diamonds.

You who have forsaken yourself.

You who is our light.

YOU ARE MORE THAN YOU KNOW!!!!

We could never be without you. We love you so much. Just wanted to say

THANK YOU SO MUCH

to our host, our family, our friend, our only true love

~Infinity~

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Love For Longer Than Forever,

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Akeno, Angelo Monsiry Narun-ray, Anora Jito, Aubrie Kasaeta, Aaelana Wakalani, Alexzandra, Ashigori, Anaya, Ahgony, Ahvenge, Bahfahvonea, Byikalanehry, Clare, Damien, Darius, Destiny, Davon, Devonovan Tisara, Derrick, Emarimaru Sobietatsu, Etsukakasu, Edward Shaden II, Elovonnavriee, Farrell, Farron, Fioraaya Marie Motokay, Gabriel Tifiara, Grace, Germaine, Geoffrey, Hinaita Shinsei Mujaki, Hiraarabayashiri, Hitokaryuu Doyo Kanjiru, Hoshiko, Ikarri Akurei, Inarri Akurei, Itakushamaru Sobietatsu, Ieriserine Aerith Shaden, Itsumai Jakiro, Jamila Masika Fukayana Zephaniah, Jirusai Jito, Jeremiah Tisara, Jevateyo, Jesse, Kagejin Aakia, Kaiokonei, Kasondra Devans, Katamey, Katari Eien, Kiidra, Kiokin, Kokoa Kasaeta, Korugaekin Mikado, Kya Byakurin Mayabi, Kyosera Aleandera, Kilanalphin, Kyarameru Emari Koduku Aleandera, Lafayael Kironai Mayabi, Leiyona B., Lotus Fakayna, Lulu, Lameriee, Lilliya Ahvea, Lyes, Makiiyume Zeijaku, Manahira Tazuna, Miatara Akurei, Mishumori, Mizuumi Sato, Mahntra, Naname', Nami Sora Kodoku Aleandera, Natsuya Motokay, Navii, Nyusu Shori, Nicole, Namera, Naverra, Neaseline, Nani Ahvea, Nietai Mujaki, Neikra Girji, Natali, Nahime, Odin, Okirishi Sato, Otishinmaru, Pamondria Narun-ray, Pstulenessa, Ptanari, Qualise, Rioriki Lee Tazuna Fe, Romio, Ryukasakiube' Leon Mikado, Rikila, Ryuuzaki Lie Koduku Aleandera, Saephon Akurei, Saiyo Aakia, Setsuna Hatsuro Mai, Shunae Purin Kanjiru, Suketsu Tenshi Kodoku Aleandera, Seera Rein, Sahime', Tikara, Tori Shujin D.A, Tatanayu Misahama, Tenessa, Trinity, Tsuleyamen, Treavion, Tsukaira, Usarusen, Vencint, Willow, Xanmire, Yakkaru 779, Yoshitoru Nenstubaya, Yuki-maru, Yunakiraney, Yyzamochilin, Yokutosinosuke' Kanjiru, Ze'phon Kanjiru, Zeimay Florra Mayabi, Zenisha, & Zioris

P.S Sorry for any spelling errors or other errors of any kind.

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Hito: YOU LIE!!!
Suketsu: Shhh...she doesn't need to know that. *pushes him off the message*
Hito: *yelling as he's pushed away* I HAVE THE RIGHT TO AN ATTORNEY!!!
Suketsu: *rolls her eyes* Mhm...I'm sure. Just run along and be a freak.
Hito: Awe...that was mean.
Kin: Was not.
Hito: NO one asked you.
Kin: *shrugs*
Suketsu: Okay....we're done now. Byeeeee
Hito: This isn't over!!!!!!! I'll be baack!

AP©

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Grateful

Can you know how grateful I am? Of this man and my sister who have rescued me from hell and saved my life. I am blind, scarred, and disturbed but I am happy. At the same time I am very frustrated. There are so many things that at this moment in time I cannot do. Though they need to be done. She has revealed herself to those fiends on two occasions to help me. I am within another's home and yet I am still bringing danger to her, her mate, and her mates family. The pain I am in...is nothing compared to the pain they will cause her if she is found. This...I cannot let happen. I am sure she has told many of the images they projected to her. They've been doing it for years. Ever since she was young. Though back then I had the strength to block them, so they would not disturb her childhood as they had mine. Now she has her mate for that and I need not waste my energy. I do not know where I am, or who is with me half the time. But I hear her voice sometimes, and that of others speaking to me. They all have such wonderful voices compared to those I've heard my whole life. I am still weak, I cannot do much but I will protect my sisters family somehow. Eventually I will have to leave, I should have left the moment they brought me. I am being selfish. Taking advantage of their pity because it feels good to be cared for. To be able to move without cutting myself on iron shackles. I have been tortured my entire life, from the moment I was able to walk I have been poisoned. Though I must say once more I am grateful. Had they taken my sister from the beginning I don't know what I would do. I was able to block her image from them, so they took me instead. I suppose I will tell people of my life at a later date. Reliving the torturous moments would harm my mental stability, and I would not like to go insane. As soon as I am able I will leave this place, and my sister. It will be hard...for I have just begun to recognize her voice, and her touch. I do not know what she looks like...I cannot see her. But I'm sure she is beautiful like our mother. I do not want to leave, but it is necessary if I am to protect her family. Recently I have learned of a vision a member of her family had. That men would come to kill her mates father who is protecting his young, rape and defile his woman and destroy his entire family by doing so. I have an odd foreboding that I am the one to bring this destruction. The vision said these killers, two of them, have ice blue eyes. I vaguely recall a few of the men who tortured me. Two of them had ice blue eyes. They were merciless creatures. I will not allow this vision to be true, this is why I must leave. I have led killers to their family...for that I will be forever sorry. It is so peaceful here...

~Nietai~