Monday, December 24, 2007

Saturdays

Saturdays----- Holly Brook

Saturday what a day what a silly little day.
Time to kill take a pill as I sit and contemplate.
How I'd like to be around all the people in the town with their fancy cars and things.
But I...I've got time.
Stop pushin all your tragedies away.
Each moment has got a lesson for the day
Take something with you if you drag your heels in yesterdays
Oh these Saturdays....
In the haste, in the grace,, I've been up to my waist
It isn't real what you feel when you find love in a chase
I've been waiting for the day when someone takes me away and I never get replaced
But I....I've got time
Stop pushin all your tragedies away
Each moment has got a lesson for the day
Take something with you if you drag your heels in yesterdays
Oh these Saturdays....
These Saturdays...oh
As I sink one more drink I am running out of ink
Feeling void, paranoid, about every little thing
And I wonder if I try to get up and say goodbye if I'll have the strength to leave
Cuz i...i don't have much time anymore
Stop pushin all your tragedies away
Each moment had got a lesson for the day
Take something with you if you drag your heels in yesterdays
Oh these Saturdays...
Hm.
These Saturdays...

It's Christmas guys...what are you gonna get? Or what did you get? I don't know yet. But soon I will because we are going by "Real world" time. Not home time. So really I get to open my presents on the 26Th of December. It doesn't matter to me either way. Aloura is excited though, it will be her first Christmas. I know what she's getting, and she's going to like it. Actually I know what Rioriki and Phury are getting too, and all of the other Brothers for that matter. I'm pretty much a vampire now...I just don't drink blood. Ew, that's nasty. Aloura eats a lot. She always has a little box of it with her, like a juice box but don't confuse it with actual juice. I did once. Not yummy. Later tonight my family and me are going over to Angel's place. They bought us presents. I don't know why. But we got them stuff too, so whatever. I hope your holiday is good. My present won't come until my birthday....maybe. I don't want to sound like a whiny little brat but...I want to see my mom and dad tomorrow. Really badly. Almost to the point I want to go find them and tell them to get over themselves for one day so I can have my parents. Just one day. But that's not going to happen. They never really liked each other. Even when I was a baby the fought, and screamed at each other. Barely able to stay in the same room even then. Now that they aren't together anymore, I'm sure their happier. I hope at least. Ever wanted something you can't have? I do it all the time, just not aloud. But it's different if its in your head right? I think so...Oh! And for all of you that think Angel and myself are going out let me clear this up for you; WE'RE NOT! We should be, but we aren't. Just let it go, Auntie/Grandma, Suketsu, Grannpa, Phury, Vishous, Nini, Carius, Neytani, GG, and everybody else! Let it go. Just let it go. Now that all that is Clear. I'm going home. To the castle, to be dumb and sit in my parents old room. Don't ask why....just let it go. Laters.

~Mochidzuki Toshibaya Tazuna~